His comment would be just as weird if he had made it towards girls or young women…

Along with a tent, bedroll, extra rope, chalk and a ten foot pole, flour is always among the first items I buy as a player. Mostly to make it easier to spot invisible creatures, but a dust explosion would be right up my alley!

Or a woman showed up to the table and had the gall to be better at the game than him lol.

Ah, that sounds good!

Tomato/ mad hatter/ mozzarella?

People don’t just block others for “shaking up their world view”, lots of blocks happen because of harassment, rude behavior, etc. Taking away one of the few tools to stop harassment is insane.

I’m a bit out of the loop, is there a video of this outburst/ tantrum still online?

Yeah in that case I would go back to the doctor who first diagnosed you. Sometimes the brain just needs a bit of help to regulate itself properly, just like any other organ.

Not to diagnose you, but have you considered that this may actually be due to bipolar disorder? Burnout and depression share a lot of symptoms, after all.

Golf?

Some diet tracking apps let you do just that, you can create recipes and then add a serving from that recipe. I know I did that with Cronometer for a while. It’s free too, and has a good amount of information.

I would suggest sketching your maps on paper and then copying the design at home. The time intensive part of making a map is figuring out how to populate it, at least for me. I.e. what civilization lives in which city, their culture, history, allies and enemies. Or in the case of dungeon maps, what monster lives in which room and how do they behave, loot, traps, story hooks etc.